Honestly, a lot of the time I feel so used and underappreciated. I’m really tired of rude and unconsiderate people. I feel like there are so many wrong decisions, and so many responsibilities include those that arent mine own…and sometime I just want to get away from it all. I feel so out of place all the time. Never feel the satisfaction that I deserve.
I can't cook this morning because I can't defrost my damn meat in the sink because there are dirty dishes in BOTH SINKS. I cant wash my dishes after i ate because the same reason above. Now I cant do my laundry because there's shit in it. WTF MAN ROOMMATES!
Boys as roommates = NO NO NO! seriously they all need a slap on the face or SOME!
I have been eating at least 6 pieces of chocolate EVERYDAY! My skin definitely is suffering from all this sugary treats. I need to start exercising and eat more healthy food. Maybe I should seriously consider going on this detox diet to cleanse my body.
Days like today make me want to read a book outside. I wish I was in grades school still so I wouldn’t have to worry about final week. I could be running around in the neighborhood with the other kids or go to the library with my Mom just to read comic books.
Walking pass the old people home make me so sad though. They were all are chubby, wearing plain or faded color clothing; sitting outside watching at all the young and fit college students in their floral prints walking by. How depressing? It’s cute to see the one with friends but there were some elder people that just sit by themselves in the hot sun. Why on earth would you place an old people home in the middle of a college campus? It is like you are mocking them at how youthful these kids are while they are old and ready for the graves. The concept of times seriously depresses me. People grows older each day and there is nothing you can do to bring back time. I seriously need to enjoy my youth and grow old gracefully.
2pm and I am now JUST going to bed [I just finished with ONE of my final exam]. So tired, I wish there were more sunlight in a day so I can wake up and be productive. I hate waking up at night when there is nothing to do but eat and be fat!
The parents left to go on a cruise today. I am sooo jealousss right now and wishes that I could be on the cruise with them too.
The weather is so bad outside right now in Virginia! I feel all gloomy and depressive, or maybe I just really miss my parents…yes… already. Staying home alone when they are out somewhere feel soo weird. I guess this is how my dad must have felt everyday when he gets home from work; Having to be alone by himself for hours before my mom to get home from work. I feel so bad :[
Though I enjoy living on my own but sometime I wish that I didn’t move out from the parents’ house so I can spend more time with them. Maybe I should transfer to Mason…:’[
Time is the one thing you can’t get back. Why do we have to aged?